Hi,
How are you? I’m in bed right now, trying to distract myself with Korean series, but it’s not really working. My head is in a strange state of limbo. Between sadness and excitement. The thought of living in Vancouver brings a smile to my face and at the same time the rational part of me wonders what I hope for? I will miss you … and I absolutely don’t know what my goal is. Why didn’t I just choose the easy way. You know, sometimes during melancholic songs or movie scenes I catch myself getting weak in the knees for a split second. I just ignore it away and haven’t really told anyone yet. That I am really scared. How many kilometers is that actually from here, from you? Too many. Minus 9 hours! Holy shit man, I haven’t been this far away for years and even Hong Kong feels closer. And most of all, more familiar. This is going to be such a leap of faith. Experiencing a completely new country! And at the last sentence I have to grin over both ears – how much I look forward to experiencing a completely new country again! I have absolutely no idea about the culture, the nature, the people, the life there! And I am really looking forward to it. I know that everything will work out. I believe in it. Will you come to visit me? I hope and wish it so much.
Good Night.